I feel so crazy sometimes. I hate not having control of my emotions, and I hate my mood swings. I spent the whole day yesterday crying and not wanting to live. Today I’m ecstatic and have even said out loud multiple times how awesome my life is and how much I love my life. The highs feel pretty amazing, but the rapid changes in my mood suck. I hate that the only person who truly understands me lives in Oregon. I wish people could understand why I can like someone a lot at one moment and have a bunch of issues the next moment. I wish people would understand that I don’t feel in control of these things. My mom thinks it’s so weird that I always go from one extreme to another. I do too, but I can’t help it.
Anyway, today has been pretty fantastic, so I’m going to enjoy this feeling while it lasts. I love feeling in love with life.
